diary of a mad black woman.

I am a very busy person. I work full time, go to school full time, and on top of that I'm trying to maintain a healthy relationship and still have time for family & friends. If you think I've forgotten you, I haven't. Like the stars, just because you don't see me EVERYday doesn't mean I'm not there. I am truly blessed and extremely appreciative for all that I have. And while there are new additions and blessings in my life, I cherish and very often miss the old ones.
Aug 7 '09

ketchup.

I realllly didn’t want to get so caught up in life that I had no time to blog because the POINT of making this blog was to document all this shit going on right now.   So here’s a little catch up(=

So my last blog, c’est la vie, that’s life.. same basic attitude and things have actually been taking a turn for the better, surprisingly.  (=  I finalllllllllaaayyyyy got my car!  I’m sooo happppy I don’t even know how to explain it.  I know I’m a late driver so it’s not like new or cool anymore really but it is for me cause things are so different, ESPECIALLY having my own place.  I can seriously go wherever I want whenever I want without anyone caring, or even knowing for that matter.  Seems perfect right?  All the shit you could ever want is right there for you but something about it just isn’t as sweet, and call me crazy but it’s almost TOO MUCH freedom. hahha Maybe I’m just complaining to complain, whatever, i love it.(=  The car was the perfect addition to my lifestyle that helps me spend more time with people(= I could get used to this!  So I had my first hype last night, eeeeeven though I knew I’d be waken up DUMBASS early for Great America today, I said hey what the hell, why not?  Picked up some loser & went on an adventure and got treated to jack in the Box, what a sweetheart. haha Met up with some other fags there, then had a sleeepoverrrr at my place.  It was a lot of fun and another thing i could “get used to” but damn am I paying for it today!!

I slept around 5? I guess you could call that sleep -_- haha Whatever!  Oh yeah and apparently I’m a MOM! Is that a diss or what? I mean i love my mom, but im NOT AN ACTUAL MOM, therefore i find that sort of offensive, buuut i guess when you say it in the sense that i’m very accommodating, hospitable and make sure everyone is okay.  Yeah, SAVED YOURSELF with that explaination, jerk(= HAHAHA. Became a taxi driver at 8am today, this is how i looked like when i was driving -_- hahah jk. Then headed off to Great America with Anna, Gabe, Cristina, Nancy and Ching.

It was a lonnnng good day, lots of laughs and memories, great weather& company but it sort of had a bitter ending that all started with the funnel cake. somehow we were convinced that we could all finish our own but BOY were we wrong!  I barely even got to the half way point in mine before I was literally SICK of it!! I’m talkin, feel like you just ate hella nastty fried, sweet, heavy shit. idk what happened to me, my stomachs not the way it used to be! haha Ehh, so thaaat was a downer, theeeen we get this bright idea to go on the rapids, “we won’t even get that wet!” Spoke too soon, walked off the stank smellin raft with dripping wet hair, my shorts so soaked you could read the cute phrase written on my panties (; hahahah and my fuckin vans so soaked I might as well just use em as water shoes now! Fuck the strangers who wasted their quarters on squirting helpless, yet PISSED off teenagers-_- then fucking fire fall fire ball, whatever that shit is called did NOT make it any better.  It practically had me in tears, i did not enjoy any part of the ride. AT ALL. haha and I was still soaking wet and just not a happy camper, so we head home and me and chief gabe totallllly fell asleep on cristina like the whooole way=( *SORRY CRISTINA!! & Thanks again for the driving! haha ANNND for planning this and inviting me(= I had a great time today(= 

Anywho, I’m bored, and starving. I’m bout to swoooop up somebodyyyy whose gonna teach me how to pump gas and hopefully pay for that shit too(= AHEM! then go grab something to eat and top off the night with another sleepover, hopefully this time one with some SLEEPING. haha I’m sure they’ll be something to blog about tomorrow, seeeeeeeya!