diary of a mad black woman.

I am a very busy person. I work full time, go to school full time, and on top of that I'm trying to maintain a healthy relationship and still have time for family & friends. If you think I've forgotten you, I haven't. Like the stars, just because you don't see me EVERYday doesn't mean I'm not there. I am truly blessed and extremely appreciative for all that I have. And while there are new additions and blessings in my life, I cherish and very often miss the old ones.
Aug 28 '09

weird.

I’ve never really been alone at school before.  I’ve always had a solid group of friends that even if I didn’t have classes with them, I knew I’d see ‘em in the back hall in about 40 minutes.  Its weird waking up with out my mom telling me I’m gonna be late & not forcing me to eat breakfast.  Its weird walking to bart to take public transportation when I’ve always gotten a ride to school for the last 12 years of my life.  It’s weird walking into a room and not knowing ANYONE, everyday for a week straight.  Not only do I not have friends in my classes, but there’s seriously NO ONE that even looks familiar, or even resembles someone who looks familiar.  Hah =/  I’m not a complete loser, like I’ve met people, and I talk to people but it’s just sooo weeeirddd.  I like my classes tho, the teachers all seem cool, minus a 3 hour philosophy class every wednesday.. fuck that shit. Haha. It’s weird coming home to make/buy myself lunch when my mom’s always made me a bag lunch.  Everythings jusst weeeird and I’m not really used to college yet but I guess I’ll get thereee. Haha.  All I know is it’s Friday & I’m bouta have me a good weekend before going back to schoool!  (: laterrrr.