diary of a mad black woman.

I am a very busy person. I work full time, go to school full time, and on top of that I'm trying to maintain a healthy relationship and still have time for family & friends. If you think I've forgotten you, I haven't. Like the stars, just because you don't see me EVERYday doesn't mean I'm not there. I am truly blessed and extremely appreciative for all that I have. And while there are new additions and blessings in my life, I cherish and very often miss the old ones.
Feb 11 '10

Roots.

I know that I’ve been doing my own thing for a while now, new environments, new people, new adjustments.  Simply caught up with all the new things going on, the sense of being independent, and even falling for the guy of my dreams.  Maybe I’m wrong for the way I’ve been living and my answer to that is that I wasn’t at all trying to leave the past or the people in it.  As happy as I am with my life right now I can’t say I don’t miss the old days.  Being on the baseball field today with Anna, Coach & the boys brought back SO many good memories of the seasons we had there.  I wanna relive it and score keep again but part of me wonders if it will still be the same. Maybe its just time to grow up.  Whatever I do, where ever I go, I don’t want to lose the few people that I NEED in my life and I need to be careful that I don’t. I have one LEGIT best friend who stood by me through it all & I’m more than thankful for that, chief.

Seasons change and people grow.  The trees turn different colors and eventually the leaves will fall off for a while until the time is right for them to come back.  People go away for a while, but just like trees, they will never, ever leave their roots.. And in my case.. I never want to.

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  1. atmartinez reblogged this from allisonburke and added:
    thought it was time...blogged about something meaningful. This pretty much sums
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